sad, super sad

When my husband left for work today, he told me that he would respond to a letter I wrote him several weeks ago, asking him to treat me lovingly. Then he said, "Whatever it is you want, I can't fix it." It's very hard to think that he would rather leave than try to love me as I feel I love him. I have been trying to think positively, as he has been nicer to me since the blow up that initiated the letter. I will not give up until he gives me more details or confirms his decision, but I am very sad that he doesn't care how I feel and isn't willing to change it. This was not my intention for this blog, but I needed to talk and don't want to tell others yet. elly